Life changes daily. Things change, people change, trends change..but one thing that never changes is change. I'm not talkin about the change in your pocket or on your dresser either. Some can handle it, some deal with it, and some pretend its not happening...for me, I try to roll with it with the least amount of over thinking as possible...well, most of the time. So...here is what's new in the world of pentabulousness...
Baby number 5!!! Yeppers...preggers here...at 9 weeks and the baby is the size of a grape! I went on the website babycenter.com and I was blown away at how they have a slide show with a quarter about how big your baby is compared to a quarter...apparently by 40 weeks...it'll be a pumpkin! I think that is kinda crazy...but it was interesting...leeks, lemons, and banana's...wow...other than that..today was bittersweet...
I will start my senior year at ASU come August...pretty excited, then my internship in January..or perhaps the summer, but the baby is due in February so, I have to really hammer out what will work and what wont. Thankfully though, I have some pretty awesome friends in my life who are more than willing to help me out and be there for me so that I can accomplish this great goal. My family is supportive too, but over 1700 miles away doesn't really help too much.
My lil naughties start school on the 25th of this month..so very excited for that! I need a quiet house again for a bit. Love them, but some days I just want some quiet time. They are going to be going into 10th, 7th, and 5th grades...I can't believe it...its gone by sooo fast!
Next week is full of appointments and busy. Today was my last day volunteering at the hospital until October...gonna miss that place...and my boss lady there. She is sooo awesome too!! I can say that she is my mentor. A great lady, very smart, and honest, and straightforward, who I feel has taught me more than my classes have! Crazy huh. However, she will be having her baby as soon as tuesday if not sooner so congrats to her and her hubby!
Speakin of hubby's...I think mine is pretty great. He stresses a lil here and there but overall he wants to make me happy and you know the saying..."happy wife...happy life!" Yup, that's what I'm talkin bout! Haha...no but seriously, he drives about 2 hours a day to work and then home and its so much better than him working in Illinois while we are all here in Arizona! Found out too that the thought of us moving to the midwest again makes my family happy, that's where they are, but my friends were very upset...even to the point of tears! Awe...I felt so loved..Cause you know that stuff just touches a pregnant womans cords....Now...
Emotions...O...M...Goodness!!! Talk about an emotional hot mess! I am all over the place with feelings and emotions and ideas, etc. Thoughts are not coming out all in order as you may tell from this post as I am a bit scattered, but its the first trimester so it will be better in a few weeks, or I will....well...cry...geez. All this crazy talk...ha ha...anyway....
That's gonna be all for now...I realized after reading though this that its all over the place so my apologies. Hey though...what's a girl to do in my situation...well, till next time when I can think rationally.....
<3 Penz
